Unvoiced Lamentations...

Sigh... I'm damn tired. Damn damn tired. It's only been the 2nd day and I'm already feeling the toll on my body... Sigh. Why oh why did I volunteer for such a stupid thing? But it's just very me to not say no... "Can you help me?" Me: "Of course!" or "Alrighty then!" or "Yup!", all sounding very very enthusiastic without a hint of fatigue and coupled most of the time with a smile when I can force one out of my mouth... Sometimes I feel so damn dumb all the time... Like a duped naive idiot always willing to help others whenever it is asked for. Sigh... What on earth can change me?

Also, some people can so really really get on my freaking nerves sometimes... It really does take a lot of patience to handle certain people...

Sigh... Just too tired to write a proper entry. Will write a longer one tomorrow... Au revoir