Pissed Off...

Today, I had a really bad day. Walking around camp. Sending documents. Rewriting stupid documents which I kept writing wrongly. Very tiring. And on top of that, I was fasting. So I was unabashedly looking for some sympathy when I went to the food court to get some food to break fast with my family. An innocent act, fuckingly misconstrued by some 4 bitches at the stupid shop I was buying from. Idiots.

Encounters: Me being totally pissed off... Bitches...

I was standing in front of the stall, when I suddenly remembered that my sis had asked me to msg her back to ask her what she wanted. So I did. And soon after, a few other smses from some friends arrived in my LOL already full inbox. Beep Beep. And I was still looking at the menu to choose what to buy. Deliberation. Apparently that got the shopowners (2 irritating aunties) and their 2 daughters (bitches!!!) irritated. At what I'm not sure. But out of the corner of my ears I could hear what they were saying about me... It went something like this, loosely translated from Malay: "Eh... Do you see that boy (in a very derogatory tone) over there? Using his phone to msg his girlfriend (and I don't even have one, I was msging my sis). So embarassing. And he's going to eat in the public. Doesn't he know the meaning of shame? He's shaming and embarassing the whole Malay community. Disgracing all of us Malays. And doesn't he know how to make up his mind quickly?"

Fuck them. My tummy was rumbling and I was already damn tired. I didn't have to take any of these fucking judgements done out of what?... idleness perhaps. Talking behind others' backs. It's not my fucking fault that you don't have any customers right? Idiots. And I am fasting... Stupid people. And when I went to the counter to order fries (I was too pissed off to order a spring chicken). The stupid auntie asked me: "Eating here?" That was the final straw. And the tone she used... it was so disappointing and hurt me deeply. She said it with malice. As if she hated me or something. And I don't even know who she was. Crap. I asked them (as nicely as I could) to pack my fries and I left as quickly as I could. I was so pissed off. Tired and pissed off. Not a good combo.

I can't believe this. How can some people be so horrible towards their own race? Look down so lowly on their own people? And I bet the two aunties' daughters have not even seen the interior of a junior college or a university!!! Pissed me off. I'm sorry if this offends anyone but I had to degrade the two bitches (daughters) somehow. If not... I simply cannot take it. Perhaps, it was because they noticed I was a teenager. Perhaps they had made the conclusion that since they saw me standing and deliberating, I was thinking of eating there being as immature as I am. Immature. Immature. Immature. And perhaps, they equated the following equation: 1 teenager eating in public=all teenagers eat in public... thus =a disgrace to society. Fuck them. I'm still so pissed off.

In conclusion, I'm never gonna go there ever again. No way am I going to patronize the stall of people who are so narrow-minded, cynical and hypocrites... Just because I am a Malay teenager does not mean I am not educated nor does it mean that I don't know the meaning of fasting. Fuck them. Worst experience of my life. Ever.